This is something new for me so please don't judge to hard. My life is heading in a completely different direction from 2 months ago. I'm not mad about it but it's been rough at times. Impossible even. I figured I will do something different because what I have been doing for years wasn't allowing me to enjoy anything I love. I don't want to run myself into the ground anymore for people that never matched my sacrifice and always wanted just a little bit more from me. So this is a small taste of what's to come. Everything past and future support-wise is appreciated more then most could understand. I have some oof the best friends and family one could ask for. I'm not on my feet yet and I still have a mountain to climb to be completely free of the consequences for my past mistakes. It's just not in my blood to lay down and give up. If this turns into something I'm all for it but if it doesn't at least I can say I tried it.